When I was in high school, I asked a girl out to prom with an Easter Egg hunt in her backyard. I had coordinated with her parents beforehand, climbed their fence and hid the eggs filled with various goodies while she was gone. When she got back with her family, I was there and helped her with a nice game of “hot or cold” as she searched for her prizes. The last egg being hidden in my jacket pocket and had a note that read, “Will you go to prom with me?” She smiled, said yes and gave me an enthusiastic hug. It was awesome and one of those stories you think back on and give yourself high fives for; to be fair, she was my girlfriend at the time, so it was a low-risk proposition, but that didn’t mean I wasn’t still a nervous high school boy waiting for a beautiful girl to either accept or reject him.
In that moment, I was accepted and it was the greatest feeling in the entire world!
Unfortunately for me we broke up a few weeks before the prom, and since she was wonderful, lovely, and very well known, she found a date in no time even with such short notice. I, on the other hand, contemplated not going as much out of protest as out of sorrow until my best friend, who went to a different school, had the idea I could take his current girlfriend. To this I felt instantly medieval as if he were declaring a perverse Prima Nocta, but I eventually said it sounded great and had an awesome time.
The weirdest part though? Even as I was being dumped and my memory of one of my greatest romantic moments was shattered (I’ve done some things I’m proud of), I never held a grudge against my girlfriend because she had left me in a better spot emotionally than I was before we started dating. Sure I was upset at the dude I felt probably had been working her for weeks in an effort to usurp me, but I never held anything against her for deciding to do what made her happiest; which wasn’t normally my M-O, by the way. Typically I cut ex’s completely out of my life in order to truly reestablish who I am and why things went south; I’ve since calmed that down a bit, and I recently realized it’s all because of her. Sure, I’ve still had relationships where the best reaction is to cut the girl completely out, but that’s always because by the end I didn’t like the person I was with. Yet, while we were together and when we broke up, while I was in some pain, she taught me how to be happy for someone I care about and wish happiness onto them as well.
So as much as I want to be mad at Chip Kelly for running to coach in the NFL for the Philadelphia Eagles quicker than De’Anthony Thomas runs back a kickoff for a touchdown, I can’t. He left the University of Oregon in a better place than when he got it, and was always good to us. Yes, you could assume he “cheated” on us since he was capable of taking Philadelphia to the dance so soon after he notified the universiity, but no saliva was exchanged while we were together, so he technically didn’t do anything wrong. If anything this has only deepened my resentment towards the Eagles—which is almost exactly the same as my high school girlfriend because while I was happy she was happy, I hoped to god she eventually dumped that tiny-foot piece of jock that macho’d his way through the halls.
In hindsight, Oregon’s big mistake was never making an official announcement that Chip had decided to come back to coach the Ducks or declare the details of his presumed contract after talks with NFL teams had stopped a few weeks ago. We thought we were in a relationship, but in all honesty, we weren’t.
We were in that gross purgatory of having stayed up too late trying to convince one another we were right for each other. You still care about the other person, and it could eventually work itself out, but most likely it’s been over for a few weeks at that point.
Chip did what was best for him instead of sticking around to the detriment of his own health. Everyone needs to sympathize with that because as much as you may care for someone, at a certain point it can’t be fixed and people need to move on in order to keep the memory of what was great intact. Not to mention the ones that stick around tend to be the crazies that cling and plead to the idea of you and knock on your door at 2am, whimpering outside.
For four years Coach Kelly left us eggs to be found all over our yard—four BCS bowl games, two straight BCS bowl wins, a national championship appearance, and four straight Civil War victories over in-state rival Oregon State Beavers—and we were all too happy to play an epic game of “hot or cold.”
His influence on the Ducks football program is everlasting and should never be thought of in any other way. He brought with him innovation and shared with us an attitude worth adopting: Win the day. Before that, Oregon fans would almost purely tune in to see which uniforms we were going to wear as we lost another close game. We were a downtrodden fan base looking for a ray of sunshine to peak through gray Autzen days; that is, until he gave us a brightness on the field that was so flashy we couldn’t help but embrace it. Kelly’s teams reigned supreme as they pulverized the competition for four straight years, and if it weren’t for unlucky breaks at inopportune times, we would’ve been talking about the championships he had delivered as well.
That’s maybe the only part that’s hard to get past—it seems unfinished. A national championship has eluded the Oregon Ducks for two seasons now by mere feet and inches, and next year felt different. It felt possible. But, like any relationship, those are the ones that hurt the most: the ones where there’s still life and a timeline but are cut short due to circumstance.
So as I thanked my ex for teaching me how to be happy for someone I once shared feelings with, I thank Chip Kelly for continuing that lesson.
Besides, there’s no way anyone can be mad about Chip leaving. He left the program better than he found it, gave us memories and life lessons, and taught an entire fan base to believe in themselves and their team. In the end, he did what he’s made a living doing at Oregon and will continue to do in the NFL—he surveyed the field, read the options available, and made a huge play.